How I wish I was still a kid. No restrictions, no stress, and heartaches. The thing that makes me cry is when I got hurt playing and it will just last for a couple of minutes. And if only I have a time machine I could go back and extend my childhood years. I will surely enjoy every seconds I will spend coz I know I will not experienced it again.
Do you want it too? Some will say YES or NO, but as I grows old (not totally old ) and get mature I can say that life for me is not about destiny. It's the matter of choice. It's your own choice to be sad or happy, no one dictates you but people surrounds you can give their opinions. It might be right or wrong but at the end of the day it's your life and own choice is what matter most. You can follow them and if it doesn't work you will have someone to blame . Even if you said I will not blame anyone, oh common ! were not born yesterday.
Everyone seeks the meaning of their lives. But for me I found the meaning of life since I found God. I can be a horrible person or a valuable one but I choose to be a believer of God or rather say He choose me to be his daugther.
He choose me before I choose to follow him. He give me choices and let me lead my life. But a life without him is a wasteful life. I tried to escape and choose a different path but I always end up feeling empty and worthless. I ask God, what's my purpose in this world. Why I am not what I wanted to be. And he said in 1John 2:15
" Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in them."
And more than anything I want to be loved by the creator, father and my savior GOD.
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